| sky high |

so i think im slowly getting out of my funk cuz life has been really good lately. i reached an epiphany the other day that has cleared my mind of the jumbled mess thats been plaguing it as of late. so recently, ive felt this sort of sense of urgency. to do what you ask?....everything. (silly huh?) but really, it was like the map of my life was laid out before me and someone gave me a SHARPIE permanent pen and told me i had to mark my course. (side note: i just realized where i get my "always using analogy/metaphor" trait-- i was talkin to my dad the last time i was home and out came the metaphors and i went O.O that happens everytime i talk to him...thats where i get it from!!) but now thinking about it, it just seems really ridiculous. who is to say that i must plan out every little step of my life? i mean, thinking ahead is good, but so much that it gives you a headache and it makes your current life miserable? not so hot. i think i should know better than that, but ya know...the moment, the seemingly immediate pressure, your surroundings, the people, the decisions at hand....*deep breath* not sure if any of that made any sense, but im just rambling. anywhos....life is swell. getting back into the groove of things. im feeling stronger, physically and mentally.

i have the climbing blues...
im itching to climb outdoors....anywhere *sniffle* must...climb....now :P