| oh the randomness |
you know how sometimes you don't notice things until after someone points it out or until after you've made certain realizations? i remember this one time my first year, someone was like..."yah, you know how girls are wearing skirts over their pants? it's like the in-thing" me: *crazy face look* "i've never heard or seen that in my life!" *shakes head and heads off to class*
[on way to class] hmm..interesting...that girl is wearing a skirt over her jeans....*pretends its an hallucination* um...dangit, there's another one...*furrowed brow* anyways, to make a long story short. yep, it does happen. you'll notice things that you never noticed before because it was brought to your attention (makes sense tho right?) okok, so you may be asking, what have you come up with this time huh? weeeeell, since i brot up my new freckle between my toes, i found another one today! while in class, i discovered a freckle between my fingers (maybe my freckles are like mold...they prefer dark hidden and damp places...haha ew ok gross picture) here it is:

oh! you know what else the reminds me of...when you see something all the time, but then the one time you're looking for it, you don't know where it is! gee..it's so frustrating sometimes. It's like i know where it is...i do...just not when i'm looking for it. Its similar to when you're trying to think of a name, remember a fact, etc. our mind plays lovely tricks on sometimes. Or how about the times where you walk into a room and you forget why you're there. Gee...that has happened to me on soooo many occasions. Brain farts....i tell ya. they confuse life...hehe :D ok, i dunno what anything above this had to do with anything else....but uh yah ..HEEEEEEELLO WORLD! IS ANYONE OUT THERE?? does anyone really read this? ;T haha oh well, it's nice to just type sometimes.

| music of my life |
i think one of the best creations ever is music. honestly, it's so beyond me how music can convey such emotion, such hurt, pain, love, joy, aggression....you know how they say a picture is worth a thousand words...well i think music is.....(um, not actually sure what i was gonna put here, but pretend i said something really cool and inspiring) haha. music makes my world go around. you know, i bet theres a song for almost every experience you're facing in life. i guess that makes sense because something must inspire songwriters right? aren't i the observant one? ;) anyways, every morning, i pop in a cd and listen to it while im getting ready, eating breakfast, dancing around. Lately been listening to Jason Mraz-Waiting for My Rocket to Come; Michelle Branch- Hotel Paper; and Jack Johnson- On and On. Those are some goood CDs [recommended songs]:
Jason Mraz- You and I Both, I'll do anything, Absolutely Zero
Michelle Branch- One of these Days, Tuesday Morning, Til i Get Over you, It's you
Jack Johnson- (whole CDs pretty good) Taylor, Dreams be dreams, Cocoon

| where's my tad hamilton |
so today, had class, went to the gym ::cried:: had lunch, more class (swan showed up in our class today..haha funny huh? it's like she thinks she's a college student or sumptin *thas just so ridiculous! [almog-style]*) (almog: n. crazy philosophy prof at ucla with loud accent, whose hair just exploded and caused his shirt to become untucked and buttoned down to reveal his chest hair) anyways, we had another family moobie nite. we went to go see "Win a date with Tad Hamilton" we went for the kate bosworth factor (she's so cute! haha) anyways, it turned out to be a pretty good movie (funny too!). i think it had a lotta simple, but inspiring thoughts on love. Basically Rosalee's (KB) best friend Pete thinks he cant compete with Tad Hamilton (hot superstar actor -every girl's dreams) but he learns that everyone is kinda like a Tad Hamilton to someone else- the 'perfect' object of affection. So i'm asking...where's my tad hamilton?! haha :P but here's a thought. I was riding in the car on the way back from the moobie theatres thinking...love is such a wonderful thing. i honestly believe there is no greater feeling than love. But ppl have such different ideas about love. I remember once i randomly IMed ppl with the question: "What do you think love is?" or "How do you know if you're in love?". Here were some responses (these were all guys btw):
[1]: umm...I guess its when you could be doing anything, and no matter what it was you know that spending time with that person no matter what you were doing would be better then doing your favorite thing without them
or that they are the first thing on your mind when you wake up, and the last thing you think about before you go to sleep and you would sacrifice anything to make them happy
[2] Honestly I think love is like magic, once you try to explain it, you completely ruin it, and make it seem like its an illusion, but if you never tried to dissect it, it would be a reality
[3] i guess u just feel it. i think you have to figure out to see if it's close friendship or something more, which in my opinion is veeery difficult to distinguish sometimes.
if that person is your first thought when u wake up and the last thought before u go to bed, you're in love (hmmm...that sounds original ;T haha)
[4] Only when it hits you and you look back do you realize how gradually you fell in love
interesante i say.... well, what do you think love is?